I was ashamed of being naked and felt humiliated at the thought of someone touching me. Porn I had been in the pens for three weeks and my misery still overwhelmed me although the presence of Miro and the kindness of most of the other girls made it bearable. I was taken to a small room with no windows. In my troubled dreams I saw fat men who looked at me and drooled as they saw me. In some ways I was more humiliated by kneeling in this room in front of the men from the pen than in the open. I was on my way to a new place and a new life and I had no idea what it was.
Actors:
Acee / Steve Rickz
